happy 13th months anniversary

Happy 13th month anniversary baby! You are my one and only. I love you, te amo, je t'aime, No me ames, wo ai ni, aishiteru, ich liebt dich, aku cinta kamu♥ I don't wanna have a happy ending for our relationship sayang, cause I don't wanna see it ends :')

I don't.....know what to write :/ I just wanna say that I miss you fvcking a lot. Hell yeah, I miss you I miss you! But too bad, I don't know what to do! Stupid? Oh well, I know I am. Aaa I need you, you're all that I need! I don't wanna live without you cause I know I can't. You're the one I want to be with, the one I want to spend the rest of my life with, the one I see myself growing old with. You're the only one that has shown me that you really care. You're the only one I need, the only one I want, the only one I love, the one I always thinking of, the one I gave the key to my heart. You're the one I care about, the one that makes me happy. You're the one I want to make happy, the one I want to hold in my arms forever. I wish I could run to you, the one I could be with, I love you.

while I'm listening to Brown Eyes by Destinys Child, I've just realized that I'm so lucky to have you in my life. Cause in fact you're too good for me. You always try to make time for me, but it's never enough for me, I always demand you more and more. You always care about me, but I never listen to you. I never greet you first, I rarely ask you "Udah makan belom?", or something. You believe in me and you gimme freedom but me? Well, honestly I trust you, but it doesn't mean I'm not afraid to lose you, cause in fact I'm so scared of losing you that's why I can't let you free. Sayang, I'm sorry I can't give my best ya, but I'll keep trying kok :) Thanks for brighten up my day and making me smile everyday ya bbi. I love you with all of my heart deh, I swear. I promise I won't hurt your feelings anymore and I will love you now and forever :)

dedicated for my beloved Axel Azarya Pratama!

rain?i have no idea

Rain means washing all the hurts and sadness away
Rain washes away my pain
Rain hides away my tears of shame

And, after the rain..



There will be a rainbow.
Because, there's no rainbow without the rain.

Gila skrg udah jam 11 dan besok gua bangun jam setengah 6? Holy crap. Kenapa sih mata gue gak mau bekerja sama sekali ini aja membiarkan gue tidur yang puas dan melepaskan beban selama hari senin hingga jumat?

Masa, temen-temen gue pada ngiri gitu gue balikan. Bikin bete. Gak semuanya sih. tp yaaa risih aja. udah mana skrg pacar gua cemburu pula wkwk. tapi jujur loh gue suka dicemburuin. tandanya sayaaaang yakan? yakan?

sekarang musim hujan. Gue sangat sangat sangat suka musim hujan.
The way water touch my face, the taste of the rain on my lips, the different atmosphere, the way we running through the rain, everything about rain!

tapi Musim hujan pasti lebih asik punya pacar atau gebetan.
Tau kan ya banyak banget something unprecditable pada saat hujan. Contoh, kayak tiba-tiba lo lagi berteduh dan disebelah lo ada gebetan lo, cuma bedua lagi BEH RASANYA NAMPOL. Atau bagi yang punya pacar nih, pas hujan lalu lo kedinginan dan tiba-tiba pacar lo nawarin lo jaketnya. Or maybe, he gives you a big hug that could warm you all day :)

Hihihi,
gue jadi senyam senyum sendiri mikirinnya.
aku bersyukur aku punya iyel, yang bisa nemenin aku di saat musim hujan dan musim kemarau :3


Apa sih. Gue juga bingung ini gue posting apaan. Random abis.



Udah ah, laper, mau makan.
Dadah.

future

I guess I'll see you in next 10 years
every morning I wake up in your arms
kiss my forehead and say "Good morning"
be the last person I see before I close my eyes
the first thing I see every time I wake up
see your smile, hear your voice, feel your warm breath
baby, I love you

here I stay next to you
sing you an everlasting lullaby
hold your hand and never let it go
be the last thing you see before you close your eyes
before you fall into an eternal sleep

let me tell you some tale before you off to bed
turn off the light and take your blanket
give you some goodnight kisses and say "I love you"
before you softly close your eyes
I'll be here, watching you when you're sleeping
to guide you and to guard you
be one of the stars in your sky
baby, it will be last forever

so there you are now
sleeping peacefully with a smile in your face
you taught me something no one else can do
how to love someone with all of your heart
and that's what you did to me
until the last time we're seen each other
until the last time i hold your hand
sleep tight dear love

so I guess I'll see you in other 20 years or more
with every memory of us playing in my head everyday
until it last forever
baby, I love you

26 Reason Why I Love You ♥

1. I know that you love me much more than I've ever realize
2. You really taking good care of me
3. You know how to treat me well
4. I know you won't let me go that easily
5. I know that there's no one else except me
6. You're always be there anywhere anytime I need you
7. You're precious
8. I've no regret knowing that I love you
9. You always know what I want
10. You love me whatever I am
11. I'm glad that I met you that day
12. I like the way you treat me
13. I love every little surprise you gave me
14. You light up my day
15. You always make me smile
16. You always say that I am beautiful even in my worst time
17. You fill my day with laughter
18. You gave me something that I always wanted
19. You're as spoiled as a little kitty cat
20. You really really got me
21. I have faith in you
22. You're my own personal brand of heroin
23. You're the best I've ever had
24. I love to spend the rest of my day and life with you
25. I love you(:
26. Everything's started over here(: