a silent night, a silent tears, a silent wish that you were here..

Sometimes I feel thankful that I have someone like you.
Sometimes I feel proud of you and what you have done.
Sometimes I feel that we both care for each other.
Sometimes I feel like you and I are just really good couple and it should be kept that way.
At other times, I just don’t know.



This night, at bed, I pretend you are the one that is holding me and listening to my words.
I REALLY NEED YOU right now to stop this fucking tears.
You are all I think about and I wish it didn't have to end so quickly.

I'm in a lot of pain. Nobody really knows it. Nobody cares.