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akhir cerita cinta - glenn fredly
people, now i'm back! i bring a bad news for me.. definitely i'm single right now. october 26th 2009 was our anniversary and that day also the day that i broke up with him.. i dont want to tell you why i broke up with him but i think this is the best for us! i believe that he will find another girl much better than me :)
i'm so sorry yel... i dont want to make you hurt! actually, i also dont want to do this... desperately loving you isn't good for me but i love you and just it! even you're not officialy mine anymore.. i do seriously fallin' in love with you. even you make me cry for many times.. loving you is what always i do, seriously!
you treat me without a good reason, cursory thanks. thanks for loving me although just for a moment. maybe you dont understand how deep is my love. people, if you know me well, you certainly know that i never really really love someone as deep as i do for you but it would be different when i'm loving you. only you.
do you love me? honestly i wish you'll say "yes, i love you even more" because i do love you until now and i couldn't forget everything about you. so i close my heart for another guys. i just wanna feel this sensation when i'm thinking about our memories.
jujur ini berat buat gue, kehilangan lo... it mean lost source of my spirit! if my life was a book, you will be the ink. because without you, i will be nothing. i know.. having strength in a relationship is hard. its harder keeping it all together.. but what even harder is making sure it never falls apart :(
udah ga keitung brp ember air mata gue tumpah cuma gara2 keingetan sama lo. keinget betapa gampangnya lo bikin gue sayang dan gamau lepas dari lo tp abis itu lo bikin gue sakit dengan kelakuan lo, my gosssssh :(
chacha,ocin,tamara said "kalo mau cepet lupain dia, jangan inget yang senengnya ras.. inget aja gimana dia nyakitin lo!" kedengerannya agak sadis but... thanks for your advice gals! i'll try harderrr! bunch of love♥♥
oke.. sekarang gue mau mulai lembaran baru. gue gamau sakit lagi terlalu dalam. gue gamau terlalu down karena gue masih punya temen2 yang sayang sama gue. iyel also still be my friend at all. gue mau menikmati masa2 single, jadi anak kelas 9 yang stress mau UAN, ngerasain try out, ngerasain pm, ngerasain berbagai macam tugas yang aneh2, yang bebas main sama siapa aja, punya temen sebanyak2nya, jadi diri gue apa adanyaa, mau jadi radio otomatis lagi :p single bukan berarti ngga laku kan?
i'm happy with my own life and i hope he will be happy too :)
i owned up, you hurt me. but it doesnt make me to hate you, the other way i become more love you! i was remember the last word from you "i wont hurt you anymore" but i thought you hurt me when we apart like this. cmon, i always accept you, no one got me like you do. once again, i love you my ex boyfie and.....also my first love <3
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