happy 13th months anniversary

Happy 13th month anniversary baby! You are my one and only. I love you, te amo, je t'aime, No me ames, wo ai ni, aishiteru, ich liebt dich, aku cinta kamu♥ I don't wanna have a happy ending for our relationship sayang, cause I don't wanna see it ends :')

I don't.....know what to write :/ I just wanna say that I miss you fvcking a lot. Hell yeah, I miss you I miss you! But too bad, I don't know what to do! Stupid? Oh well, I know I am. Aaa I need you, you're all that I need! I don't wanna live without you cause I know I can't. You're the one I want to be with, the one I want to spend the rest of my life with, the one I see myself growing old with. You're the only one that has shown me that you really care. You're the only one I need, the only one I want, the only one I love, the one I always thinking of, the one I gave the key to my heart. You're the one I care about, the one that makes me happy. You're the one I want to make happy, the one I want to hold in my arms forever. I wish I could run to you, the one I could be with, I love you.

while I'm listening to Brown Eyes by Destinys Child, I've just realized that I'm so lucky to have you in my life. Cause in fact you're too good for me. You always try to make time for me, but it's never enough for me, I always demand you more and more. You always care about me, but I never listen to you. I never greet you first, I rarely ask you "Udah makan belom?", or something. You believe in me and you gimme freedom but me? Well, honestly I trust you, but it doesn't mean I'm not afraid to lose you, cause in fact I'm so scared of losing you that's why I can't let you free. Sayang, I'm sorry I can't give my best ya, but I'll keep trying kok :) Thanks for brighten up my day and making me smile everyday ya bbi. I love you with all of my heart deh, I swear. I promise I won't hurt your feelings anymore and I will love you now and forever :)

dedicated for my beloved Axel Azarya Pratama!