to someone

they said if you want something that you've been wanting, you should have the courage to say what you want. some people are afraid to say what they want, that's why they don't get what they want.

i don't want to dream anymore. i want it for real. i can't get enough of it.

i know i want something. i want something to fill the emptiness, the loneliness.

but i don't even know what i want. maybe i want hope. real reason. i want reason. i want my own reason to keep waiting. struggling. i want happiness. i want to feel warm.

i just need something to feel this emptiness. i'll just keep waiting.....

i would never forget the day that you asked me to be your girlfriend
i would never forget the great times i've ever had
i would never forget when we went our separate ways

it's over when it's over. whatever things happens, life must go on and i have to move on.

i was so naive. i tought this love would never end. i should have known...... nothing lasts forever

we've both tired, rite?you were tired of me. i was tired of you.

i know you felt really wrong. you said "someday you'll find another man better than me" i was dying when you said that. i realized that i don't want another. all i wanted is you. i couldn't ever imagine this.

you're annoying. you're weird. you're freak. you're jerk. you didn't treat me well. you never wanted to show me that you love me. you always repeated your mistakes. you're terrible. you gave me the pain i didn't ask for. you're not gonna change. and now you felt sorry for me. you apologized to me. you said you loved me. you want to take my heart back. you thanked me for everything i'd done to you. now, you regret it.

i know you're the worst thing i've ever seen. you're not good for me. but i just can't seem to shake it...

i know it. you're bad. but actually i.......

i love you unconditionally. i really missed you and those times we've spent together. i love being with you. i had already forgiven you when you apologized to me. i'll always forgive you. i still care about you and your life. its gotta be strong to touch my heart trought its shells. but you did it, you broke those shells, you touched my heart and stole it.

but i don't want to turn back the time. i have no regret. i know this is the best for us :)

i'm happy for you. all i want is your happiness. i still love you and so what? is it wrong if i still love you?

you've been the one for me and untill now you're still the one. you gave me the courage to say what i need to say to you. thank you :)

now, i just want to fix mysef. i learned so much from you. i'm trying to be a better and happier person. someday, i'm going to be a much better girl than today. just wait for me, dear -_-

my answer is i want to be with you, boy! if oneday we can repeat it all again?myb

to someone who i miss and i loveeeeee so much ♥♥♥