life

today i'm posting blog again. after yesterday my parents received my school report from school and i didnt want to accompanying them when they were going there, because i had predict it would be bad bad bad that i've made in this middle semester. but my mom constrain me to accompany her with 1001 reason. i got remedial marked for some scores, my report it's really pathetic. especially math, it was soooooooooooooo embarassing that i'm way too shy to mention it. Btw, my physics is kewl, i got the highest score in my class and for english, i got 100 for it. Yeah, Thanks God, but how about my geography ? i just got 68 heeeeeeeeem too pathetic to answered, my report is outrageously burned-out-dhuaaar-kabooom. oh, who's there behind the smoke?
that's your mom with her fangs! save yourself! AAAAAAAA RUN!!!!
sorry my cuddly mom but i'll try to make it better at final semester(crossed finger)


*whisper*
honestly, this report is shocked me too, i never supposed my score will be as worse like this time..
Feeling guilty?
Feeling limp?
don't asking anymore


yep, so what's going on at school?
nothing catched me, i spent most time will be a loner, went to library or just stayed at class for writing poem,and short story. you know? it's fun to be a loner sometimes... and guess what? i fullfiled my file with many new poem and short story
YIPPIE =]


aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah life
sometimes,this life can be full or complaint. everybody moaning easily, like everthing's too bad to trough. me want this, me want that, but keep effortless. so how i could get these all? i believe that god always appreciating for them who really work hardly with their sincerity. for God sake, it's been a long time i didnt study hardly after last National Exam at 6th grade. Indeed, i'm forget how to work or even study seriously after that time. I'm way to taking it easy like this life i won't face any big deal someday. I'm way too forget to Jesus Christ. I'd lazy to went to the curch as many week as i 'd trough many days. Yep, i'm being someone who forget to grateful, to thankful to Jesus. There's way i often moaning on my days. are those things the reason why i still feel dissastisfied in my life?
probably yes.

try to stop moaning and returning it to hardwock is kinda hard